(Intro)

Yeah

Turn my vocals up

(Chorus)

In my mind, soul and body, yeah I had to trust my gut

Stay away from the fakes, cause that's how my body rots

Sitting courtside at the pep rally, small talk

I being saying what I feel and they telling me to shush

And I'm sorry to the family of Mr. McNutt

Cause the more I live my life, the more I relate to him, its fucked

And sometimes I wish that I had that last call

Change my identity and move to Nepal

(Verse 1)

Back when I was 8 I was chilling in the back

Now I'm almost 18 and there's something that I lack

Is a lack of empathy of everyone around me

Talk to God, on my knees, and pray that he agrees

Cause ain't this the place for the devil after all?

I mean, life's not worth living if you haven't got that call

And that love of your life type stuff, got me bawl, and cry so hard on my knees in the stall

(Chorus)

In my mind, soul and body, yeah I had to trust my gut

Stay away from the fakes, cause that's how my body rots

Sitting courtside at the pep rally, small talk

I being saying what I feel and they telling me to shush

And I'm sorry to the family of Mr. McNutt

Cause the more I live my life, the more I relate to him, its fucked

And sometimes I wish that I had that last call

Change my identity and move to Nepal

(Verse 2)

I'm gon talk some real shit, yeah I almost got sued

But I was mad as fuck, yeah I wasn't in the mood

And there's something in my mind that's wrong, I'm too fucking screwed

On the subreddits looking at the naked girls lewd

And they offered me some help, but instead I refused

And I looked at the videos of their arms wound

All this media I'm consuming, its got my mind confused

But I really like this girl, but I think she's too used

And they'll make fun of me, with her lips they too smooth

Like the Black Ops cutscene, I see numbers in my head

Like the date when it happened, yeah my face turned red

And I feel like the bear, in the smash movie Ted

But that's all my thoughts for now, in this small little thread

In my gut, in my soul and my body

(Outro)

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