When I Say

Runaway train of thought

And not a single break in sight

I still smell the smoke, thick on my clothes

From last night

And what if they can trace my steps too?

My sneakers are white, that's not hard to find

I seen it on forensic files one time

That puts me right at the scene of the crime

I need a straighter story, not too boring, who was home before me? Fuck

And plus my long, black hair and green shirt

Oh my God, they can definitely find me

You know they got cameras everywhere

I don't wanna see those red and blues shining

And it's really not that hard to find me

Please believe me when I say

I'd rather be anywhere else that day

Don't wanna see him coming for me, he knows the truth

And I don't know what to do

Good dude, bad night

Right place, wrong time

In the blink of an eye

His whole life changed

Lose/lose situation, hesitation

Realization makes me sick to my stomach

And I really, really, really don't want this

Please believe me when I say

I'd rather be anywhere else that day

Don't wanna see him coming for me, he knows the truth

And I don't know what to do

I can't fake tough, so I'll fake sick

I can't change the past, I can only face it

The bliss of ignorance

The white thermometer, the boiling water

I'll do anything to get out of this

Sometimes I hide on Kelly Drive

It's the only place that I feel safe

Please believe me when I say

I'd rather be anywhere else that day

Don't wanna see him coming for me, he knows the truth

And I don't know what to do

Please believe me when I say

I'd rather be anywhere else that day

I did not see him coming for me, he knows the truth

And I don't

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no