Car Sick

I've been trying to find a way

To make things change

Coinciding

With a nature to disregard

Any meaning

So I stare at the ceiling

And if I'm being honest with myself

I probably could've done better

And if I'm being honest with myself

I always catch the bad weather

Fine by me

I won't question anything

Better to exist

Than to have never lived

Is it just me

Or is the same day reoccurring

I'm feeling Car Sick from the journey

I can't think of the last day

I wasn't at capacity

And now the wheels are set in motion

I'll sit and wait until it's over

Maybe I'm the problem

And it's up to me to solve it

I don't have time on my hands

To make myself a better man

I've always longed for simple moments

But it's overcomplicated

A growing sense of bitterness

Towards the way that I exist

Fine by me

I won't question anything

Better to exist

Than to have never lived