If I'm Being Honest

I told myself Id be just fine

That time would heal that Id move on in time

But every backroad every song I hear

Brings me right back to when you were here

I could fake a smile say Im doin alright

But the truth dont change just cause I say it might

If Im being honest I still see your face

Every memory still wont fade

I still reach for you in the middle of the night

But all I find is the cold on your side

Yeah I wish I could say that Ive moved on

But if Im being honest Im still holdin on

I see you out you look just fine

Laughin like you never even crossed that line

Do you ever miss me do you ever lie awake

Or am I the only one that cant escape

I could fake a smile say Im doin alright

But the truth dont change just cause I say it might

If Im being honest I still see your face

Every memory still wont fade

I still reach for you in the middle of the night

But all I find is the cold on your side

Yeah I wish I could say that Ive moved on

But if Im being honest Im still holdin on

I could pour another whiskey let it burn

Try to make the hurt feel less than it hurts

But no matter how I try to let you go

My heart still fights what my mind already knows

If Im being honest I still see your face

Every memory still wont fade

I still reach for you in the middle of the night

But all I find is the cold on your side

Yeah I wish I could say that Ive moved on

But if Im being honest Im still holdin on

So Ill tell the world Im fine

Or am I the only one that cant escape