Pain left its mark on me

No, I'm not the man that I ought to be

Don't think I'm never living up to what you want from me

I can't even live up to the man I want to be

I just need grace

I just need, I just need, I just need

Grace, grace, grace, grace

Grace, grace, grace, grace

Ay, what can I say?

Lord, I been so long as of late

It's been so long for me than in my faith

I'm being crunching the pressure of this weight that's been placed on me

I feel like the world in my hands, I feel like it's falling apart

I feel like I do what I can, I feel like I'm missing the Mark

I feel like I'm losing myself, I feel like I'm losing my heart for real

Get cut running right where I start to heal

That's go insane, look, life get more complex

The more I'm magnified, the more that people come to dissect

They wanna see my insides out, that's hard to digest

I'm fighting for peace, but let's define that?

I'mma walking contradiction

And that's often my position

You would think I'm so convicted

Truth is I'm so conflicted

Like can I go for distance?

What I learned is that life is like a battle, dawg

You won't ever grow facing low resistance

That's why I'm tattered up

God said step, and then it's batter up

Taking home everything that He had for us

I remember days I thought I had enough

I ain't want it bad enough, I might fall short, but I won't back up from the

Pain left its mark on me

No, I'm not the man that I ought to be

Don't think I'm never living up to what you want from me

I can't even live up to the man I want to be

I just need grace

I just need, I just need, I just need

Grace, grace, grace, grace

Grace, grace, grace, grace

I just need some space on this path I'm walking on

When I'm all alone I think about how it could all go wrong

Every single day feels like it's all on me

I think I'm gon' break, break, break, break

Yeah, thinking introspectively, doubt has been infecting me

Disbelief, I underestimate how heavy that can be

Getting in my own head feels like a specialty

I'm dealing with the world's weight on my shoulders, I can't let it get to me, no

Yeah, can't be the only one feeling it

Too busy taking the high road, I choose the one that feel easiest

Wanna be more than I am at the moment, see, evil can't ever believe in it

But I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired, look in my eyes, I need a break

I just need a break

Know you see my mistakes

Just gonna keep the pace

I wanna see the gates

But the pressure getting to me

Hope the Devil can't get to me

Up to God I pray

I just need a chance

Chance

Think I'm caught up in a trance

Know Jehovah got His plans, uh-huh

Hope to be a better man, uh-huh

Yeah, know it's only me that's in my way

Yeah, the new me is here to stay

Just gotta find a way

To make it through the

Pain left its mark on me

No, I'm not the man that I ought to be

Don't think I'm never living up to what you want from me

I can't even live up to the man I want to be

I just need grace

I just need, I just need, I just need

Grace, grace, grace, grace

Grace, grace, grace, grace