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Disappear
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Disappear was released on March 26, 2025 by Asker Audio Productions as a part of the album Tied Down - Single
ReleasedMarch 26, 2025
LabelAsker Audio Productions
LanguageEnglish
BPM80
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

Verse 1
Lately I haven’t been alive, more living,
just existing. Not breathing life, I simply
Breathe, walking without reason.
No thoughts. No purpose. I speak and
no one listens. I see. I do. I can’t help
but wonder when I’m leaving.
Routine throughout the day like I’m
controlled by something I can’t see or
hear. I’m just numb and empty. Not
joyful, angry, loving, sad, or fearful of
anything ‘cause what do I have to lose
if one moment I’m here and then I
disappear. Would people know?
Miss me? Or Care?
There is a time in everyone’s life
where they battle within themselves
as they realize the person that they
are isn’t what they wanted.
They sit staring at the wall, journaling,
or praying as they wonder what went
on. Eventually it clicks for them, it hits.
They’re shit. They just wanted to fit in.
It didn’t work, did it? They aimed for
good but they missed, instead hit shit.
Turned out as jerks or weird. Stay away
from people everywhere and in a blink
of an eye they disappear. They…
Chorus
Fold as I know. Run from home.
I disappear. A ghost.
Exist, don’t wish I did.
Hope it happens quick.
Verse 2
I count my days on my fingers.
Much sooner than I had figured.
Take myself away, out of the picture to
make the problem a little thinner.
Keep the problem from getting
bigger. Why is it getting bigger?
What do I have to do to keep
my friends and family to stay
safer?
I’ll do anything. Oh God,
I’ll give my life so they live long.
I’m in your heart, now go be strong.
Y’all love me but I don’t belong.
If I die, you will be free.
No more pain ‘cause no more me.
I’m the issue so you’ll see,
I’ll disappear so y’all can breathe.
I thought I would do better.
Instead of hurt I would bring pleasure.
I know I wasn’t enough. I didn’t
think that was forever.
Better together is what they told
us. Two brains work better than
one but that is made up.
Working with me will create the other
to mess up. If I am gone then the
people who know me can
ease up.
I hurt and I burn everything
that surrounds me.
I try and I fight the thought,
“Give up, come soundly”.
I wish and I kiss ass too keep
me from drowning.
I hate and I wait. It’s too hard
to keep trying.
God I wish I wasn’t so fucked.
It’s been that way since I was young.
Cheers to the dick that I have become.
Empty inside. Nothing but numb.
Chorus
Fold as I know. Run from home.
I disappear. A ghost.
Exist, don’t wish I did.
Hope it happens quick.
Written by: Noah Laney, Ryan Asker
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