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CONTRADICTIONS
2,773
Hip-Hop/Rap
CONTRADICTIONS was released on December 15, 2023 by Coast Contra LLC as a part of the album THE OLD WAY MIXTAPE
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Release DateDecember 15, 2023
LabelCoast Contra LLC
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM86

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Coast Contra
Coast Contra
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ras Austin
Ras Austin
Songwriter
Eric Jamal Morrison
Eric Jamal Morrison
Lyrics
Taj Austin
Taj Austin
Songwriter
Mario Lozano Mosquera
Mario Lozano Mosquera
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jansport J
Jansport J
Producer

Lyrics

Verse 1 [Taj Austin]
Have you ever been a rich ****
Nah not me
I've got just enough to tell myself God got me
Chose to take a leap of faith instead of living on the edge
Find comfort knowing God gon come through in the end
It keep me humble
Keep me grounded even when I stumble
Keep me human
knowing I need help whenever I'm in trouble
But I'll confess want shit to change
Want the ‘88 Benz wood grain switching lanes
Pick up every tab, flying first class on planes
Give my family shit they never had
buy my wife her first Chanel bag
She think I'm next to be a rich ****
I believe her
Biggest fear is I get rich and feel like I no longer need ya
I'm scared I won't recognize my blessings
Stop living life within abundance
Tighten my grip on all of my possessions
Should it come with that
The bottom of the fall is that with everything I got
I don't give back to none of y’all
Due to my ambitions
I face contradictions
Maybe I’m just trippin
Lately I been feeling
I want everything to change
But want everything to stay the same
Uh
Started with a vision
But it met conditions
God gave me the wisdom
To make good decisions
Cuz I’m welcoming the change
Just hope the best of me can still remain
Verse 2 [Ras Austin]
Truth
I been fucking bitches
Dreaming of goddesses
I
I fear commitment
I think my problem is
I don’t wanna lose
Don’t wanna fail
Make it hard to choose
Make it hard to tell
Who really mines
Is there someone better
Always someone better
I could search forever
I may find you never
I fear that
Pray God hear that
Tryna steer clear that
Make it right
Then right again
Spit then write again
Music love me
I love music
Where would you fit in?
Would you tell me leave?
When its time to go
Or would you tell me stay
Knowing what my purpose holds
That’s a perfect hold
That’s the perfect trap
Feeling so in love
But yet your love could hold me back
Hold you in my arms
As resentment forms
And that shit the norm
But I can’t cope with that
So, I been fucking bitches
Dreaming of goddesses
I
I fear commitment
We know my problem is
I don’t wanna lose
Don’t want to fail
Make it hard to choose
Make it hard to tell
My parents love
That’s hard to find
It didn’t work
Now my Father Time
My Mother’s Nature
That shit in my nature
If it never work
I stick to work and I’ll be fine
Love been on my brain
Something to attain
I want everything to change
And yet stay the same
Verse 3 [Eric Jamal]
As I look into the Night sky
Staring at God freckles
I wonder who I am
If I’m really Him in a vessel
Asked him if I’d make it?
He answered back with a bar
There’s enough space for everybody be a star!
Under Murphy’s Law
If it can, it’ll go wrong
I wonder if that’s true
If it is
I should be gone
Coming from where I’m from
We don’t really make it this far
So before I’m called
Let me get this off
I just gotta say
Thank You
For the times I thought I was worthless
Would question if life was worth it
I know that nobody’s perfect
But damn is this even working
You came and gave me a purpose
and taught me to have discernment
Let wisdom stand by my side
Temperance always guide
myself to my inner child
The place where I feel divine
You put me inside a Tribe
On a Quest to save may lives
Blessed me up with a bride
So allow me to take this time
to simply say
Thank You
I can’t believe you my partner
You really do solve my problems
We laugh like we Gina – Martin
I have to give you your flowers
And always tend to your garden
You really should thank my father
I wanna say
Thank You
While you alive and can hear this song
I’m sorry that mommy gone
I’m sorry I’m far from home
I’m hurt that you all alone
Promise it won’t be long
I know you
I know you strong
Since the day I was born
Been teaching me right from wrong
Now I’m 3000 miles
away and I’m on my own
Some people just complain
Me I just catch a plane
Dang
I want everything to change
But yet stay the same.
Verse 4 [RioLoz]
So I pray I never see the day
I’ll say I use to know her
You held me down when I was low
Before the Coast blowed up
Before they put my name in lights
Before we went up on the price
I knew you always treasured my love
Even when my pockets was tight
I never cared about the finer things
just wanted you
That night you had that accident
I almost died too
I don’t want the world
If I’m gon loose what I got
I wasn’t born with a lot
I hope my family don’t change
I hope y’all treat me the same
I hope my real ones still love me
If I fall off today
I hope y’all still see the kid
from the village say hey
While paparazzi blocking every route
They all know my face
Don’t want attention
Just billions of dollars to renovate
the slums in every 3rd world country
that don’t really get named
I know the pain
I’m not ashamed
it made me who I am today
There’s not a thing that I would change
If I could have this shit my way
the only things I would’ve changed
is being broke
losing hope
Feeling anxious of failing myself
when I can’t write a quote
Stressing for hours
tryna start with the right vowel and flow
The fact my people been broke
for as long
I can recall the fact I can’t see my brotha
or hug my grandma anymore
I know heaven ain’t far
I close my eyes and see it close
Wish I could take all the pain away
my momma endured
she was so pure
Born into a world that poisoned her heart
I was the cure
for young Milena who wanted more
out of life that what a daily novela
shows on TV
but comparing lives don’t make it better
I know you need me
but our situation gon get better
I realize my life won’t change
If I don’t do the same
Shit
I want everything to change
But yet stay the same
Damn
I want everything to change
but yet stay the same
Written by: Eric Jamal Morrison, Mario Lozano Mosquera, Ras Austin, Taj Austin
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