If

If I loved you, I don't now

Somewhere a line was crossed somehow

So I put those feelings way up on a shelf

At least that's what I tell myself

If you loved me, why attack?

And so I had to turn my back

Your breath escapes, the smoke unfurls

A little light, a little darkness leaves the world

If I loved you, I don't now

If I loved you, I don't now

We were brothers, we were friends

At least until the friendship's end

We were young and we set out into the world together

Only a fool like me would think that'd last forever

If I loved you, I don't now

A life crossed out somehow

These ugly words, they can consume

And now your shadow follows me around the room

If I loved you, I don't now

If I loved you, I don't now

If I loved you, I don't now

If I loved you