Dope Jockey don't take no requests

It's straight off the boat

Didn't expect to even live this long

I wrote some suicide notes in the form of these songs

Now they bumping my depression and it kinda feels off

The more cut throat my thoughts are, the more I feel like I'm

Fucked up

Guess I was so focused on my come up

That I forgot live where I done grew up

Oh thats kinda fucked up

Most of all these bitches are some damn sluts

Most of all your closest only stay to see your blood run

Their ain't no love in the pain I know

But there's some love in the pain I own

Their ain't no love in the pain I know

But there's some love in the pain I own

Their ain't no love in the pain I know

But there's some love in the pain I own

There ain't no love in the pain I know

But there's some love in the pain I own

A bitch don't want no sad addict

But a bitch goin have some bad habits

And a man goin wanna stay lavish

But a man goin have to stay trapping

If he goin wanna live faster

Fuck it

There ain't love in land where the hustlers are some pain addicts

Who the fuck I rep

I'm for the motherfuckers

Who spent they check on the dream without checking on they rent

I'm for the motherfuckers, who thought they found love

But in the end they really trynna get some payback for they blood

This shit don't feel right

Fuck that job, I don't wanna live in a nine to five

Fuck whatever they say, cause they don't see it how I see it

Only time I'd ever receive my flowers, is when my face on some t-shirts

I been trynna live, I been trynna live

Every-time I try to prove myself

They wanna pick apart my mind

Pick apart my imperfections, trynna get me to go sell this soul

For a little love

Eating ramen noodles out the cup

Roaches with some stubs

Working overtime, can't even make it

Something don't feel right

I'm barely nineteen, and I can't even see my

Self in a year cause I feel that i just might

Take a deal with my demons just to see light

I just wanna find some understanding

Without masking who I am so they can understand me

If pain is beauty, then I hope that this soul is seen forever, I love to whom can understand it

Didn't expect to even live this long

I wrote some suicide notes in the form of these songs

Now they bumping my depression and it kinda feels off

The more cut throat my thoughts are, the more I feel like I'm

Fucked up

Guess I was so focused on my come up

That I forgot live where I done grew up

Oh thats kinda fucked up

Most of all these bitches are some damn sluts

Most of all your closest only stay to see your blood run

Their ain't no love in the pain I know

But there's some love in the pain I own

(In the pain I own)

Their ain't no love in the pain I know

But there's some love in the pain I own

Their ain't no love in the pain I know

But there's some love in the pain I own

There ain't no love in the pain I know

But there's some love in the pain I own