How It Feels to Lose a Friend

Like a joke that won't land

Like a lump in your throat or a weight in your hands

It's walking in the room and forgetting what you're looking for

Running back and forth seeing if you really locked the door

It's constant deja vu

Nothing feelings right if it's not with you

No it don't make sense

How it feels to lose a

Friend

Friend

Friend

Like a million missed calls

Not knowing where to land when you start to fall

It's feeling like a book that nobody can read

Cuz nobody could ever really see what you see

Stitched up but still bleeding

Know that I can breathe but my hearts not beating

Don't make sense

How it feels to lose a friend

Friend

Friend

Friend

How it feels to lose a

Friend

Friend

Friend

On my wedding day

Who's supposed to stand on my right

You're supposed to be on my side

But you left anyway

Never giving a reason why

Using silence like it's a knife

Like clothes that don't fit

Like an empty glass when you go to take a sip

Or being the somebody that nobody will pick

Throwing out ideas but then none of em stick

Like screaming"come home"

To somebody who already decided to go

Oh it's all dead ends

Never did make sense

Oh never did make sense

How it feels to lose a friend