Forever Be My Home

I see the world in different shades of gray

feel no difference between night and day

my perception changed and now I feel so numb

time became and endless martyrdom

I am too far gone and mattered not at all

feels like no one could save me from my fall

Rain is pouring down on the scars that mend

I have to make amends so this affliction ends

and despite it all you lift me up when I feel so small

with all the clouds above you found me when I was lost

I’m running from the storm 

I’m running from the storm 

but you were there with open arms

No matter where i go

No matter where i go

you will be, forever be my home

I hate showing feelings that were never mine

pretending to be all okay deep inside my mind

My happiness is hidden here in the darkest night

But i can see the lie, longing for the light

You’ll set me free

and despite it all you lift me up when I feel so small

with all the clouds above you found me when I was lost

I’m running from the storm 

I’m running from the storm 

but you were there with open arms

No matter where i go

No matter where i go

you will be, forever be my home

And now i see that i have to change 

Have to learn to make the best of what remains

I strive to understand

how to reach out my hand

and become the one I was meant to be

and despite it all you lift me up when I feel so small

with all the clouds above you found me when I was lost

I’m running from the storm 

I’m running from the storm 

but you were there with open arms

No matter where i go

No matter where i go

you will be, forever be my home