These Nights

These nights I'm out in the weeds

I've been letting loose with my grip on reality

It's playing out in real time

Right in front of me

Trying something simple

Light and let it kindle

I'm living with silence

A moment of still

I lose all my vices

But it's lonely as hell

I'll lean into crisis

When I'm climbing the hill

If that's where my mind is

I might take a spill

'Cause if it was easy

It wouldn't be worth it

It takes all I have

Trying to sit with the burden

With nowhere to go now

The fire is burning

I'm running in circles

But the clock isn't turning

Oh I know on

These nights I'm out in the weeds

I've been letting loose with my grip on reality

It's playing out in real time

Right in front of me

I'm trying something simple

Light and let it kindle

I'm sick of the poison

I'm seeing the signs

I try to avoid it

But it finds me sometimes

If quitting was easy

I know I would do it

All the bad habits

I picked up going through it

It might be too late now

Maybe I blew it

All of the years

That I spent being stupid

Oh I know on

These nights I'm out in the weeds

I've been letting loose with my grip on reality

It's playing out in real time

Right in front of me

I'm trying something simple

Light and let it kindle

Like where do I go now?

Where do I go now?

I hear it so loud

Where do I go now?

On these nights

These nights

On these nights

On these nights

On these nights