I've been fighting with myself for hours and hours, I've been asking why

I've been on my own just picking flowers

I don't need my head but I've lost my mind

But I found a plan

To get me, hopefully, out of this load of shit

Yeah, you heard me right

Motherfuckers got me in a load of fucking shit

Uh huh, you heard me

Now, you must think I'm crazy but I, I took my soul, I flipped it and I'm fucking insane

Don't trust no love, they're just playing games I've been on my own, I don't need no stays

Bitch, ain't no man that could tell me who the fuck I am

Light too bright, had to close my eyes

But they tell me to stay down, fuck that, I rise

I put my pain in the ink, now the page don't lie

I've been lost, I've been low, I've been down that road

Turned my back on the world but now my heart's just fucking cold

Ain't no love in the dark, just stories untold

But I still write my name so the sky is so bold

Ay, fuck a straight road, I'ma carve my own space

Too many snakes in a holy disguise

Touch the state down, fuck that, I rise

Try to box me in but I burn that place down

Hold up, I'ma try to go wash my hands like I wash my fucking sins away

Like I wash my fucking dreams away

(Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, bullshit)

What the fuck you got to say? You're just another voice in my head that I can't fucking scare away

I've been lost but I'm on my way, shadows talk but they won't obey

Burn my past, let it drift away, built my soul but I'm here to stay

Bitch, tell me lies, I don't see the play, cut me deep but I heal today

All this pain, had to see the gray, still I rise, I don't fade away