Reckless Driver in a Cadillac

Am I being too bold? Am I being too real?

Am I being too straightforward?

Am I romanticising? Am I hallucinating?

Am I oversharing again?

Maybe I'm just hopeless, or maybe I'm just that kind of girl

'Cause I wanted to hangout, and I actually cared

And I communicated

'Cause I showed my interest, and I tried to know him

And I thought he'd be different

But I'm nevertheless, look how many times did the same thing break my heart

I think I waited for him to hurt me

I think I wanted him so desperately

I think about 'til death do us apart

But I died alone instead

I'm the reckless driver in a Cadillac

I'm the optimist who's always sad

I'm the girl who lost a guy in ten days

It could've been everything but the end is not even close to the screenplay

Reckless driver in a Cadillac

Was I being impatient? Was I being aggressive?

Was I being brave or insane?

Was I speaking out loud? Was I holding too tight?

Was I causing too much pressure?

Maybe he's got good intentions, or maybe I'm building castles in the air

But he kissed on my neck, and he held me in bed

And he said I could be family

But then he slowed it down, and then he disappeared

And said 'I need to figure us out'

I thought I did it right, but maybe he's the wise one this time

I think I waited for him to hurt me

I think I wanted him so desperately

I think about 'til death do us apart

But I died alone instead

I'm the reckless driver in a Cadillac

I'm the optimist who's always sad

I'm the girl who lost a guy in ten days

It could've been everything but the end is not even close to the screenplay

Reckless driver in a Cadillac