AT WAR WITH MYSELF

I'm the last of a dyin' breed, I wear my heart up on my sleeve

With a sword across my back in case these **** wanna kill me

I feel the walls closin' in on a **** on a daily

Feel I can trust nobody in this world except my baby

I told him, son, you like your daddy, that shit make me happy

Cause daddy gon' make it happen, or something is bound to happen

I locked in for like 90 days, I ain't need no distractions

It's time to run this money up and put these plays in action

I know they wanna see me flop, can't give them the satisfaction

Knew, I was gon' do this shit from jumpin', & that's the illest action

Dog, I do this shit with ease just to see they reaction

Never did get my degree, but I passed mathematics

Lookin' back on my life, who can say I make it this far

Do the dash for all the times that I didn't have a car

Or I did, and that bitch a breakdown like once a week

Took a while after CiCi, but I got back on my feet

I got buku fuckin' people that's dependin' on me

Havin' nightmares of them **** don't like me and they spinnin' on me

No matter the time of the day, you know I cannot go out like that

Knew you was an actor, but I ain't know you was gon' show out like that

I'ma shoot out to D-Town and I'm comin' right back

Got to the point where I cannot just chill and sit in one place

I was losin' love for her and she can see it on my face

Cause I was goin' through some shit and you threw that shit in my face

I don't give no damn about no time or no fuckin' bond

Still got love for Lex, she scrape that money up for my fuckin' bond

I'ma get this shit together 'do it's all said and done

Cause I was the one, lil **** before I was the one, easy

Maybe, we don't know a way l (I was at war with myself)

Maybe, we'd find out someday, (I was at war with myself)

Okay, I guess I did need some help

Cause I was fightin' you, but I was at war with myself

I couldn't love you cause I ain't even love myself

I couldn't trust you cause I ain't even trust myself

Maybe, we don't know a way, (I was at war with myself)

Maybe, we'd find out someday, (I was at war with myself)

Okay, I guess I did need some help

Cause I was fightin' you, but I was at war with myself

I couldn't love you cause I ain't even love myself

I couldn't trust you cause I ain't even trust myself

At war, at war, at war-arr

I was at war with myself

At war, at war, at war-arr

I was at war with myself