Under The Influence

Guess that I should sober up

I said that sentence way too much

Staying home is not a rush

Days like these are adding up

They make me feel like I'm enough

The morning after calls my bluff

I've been in love with the late nights

Hiding away from the daylight

Trynna get out of a grey mind yeah yeah

Told myself I would stop calling

You always pick up when I'm feeling insecure

Me without you's getting boring

I always end up under influence of you

Under the influence

Under the, under the

I'm under the influence

Of you

Try my best to help myself

But now there's no more help to get

Thoughts reaching a limit in my head now

I admire everybody else

I love you but I hate myself

And talking 'bout my mental health

I've been in love with the late nights

Hiding away from the daylight

Trynna get out of a grey mind yeah yeah

Told myself I would stop calling

You always pick up when I'm feeling insecure

Me without you's getting boring

I always end up under influence of you

Under the influence

Under the, under the

I'm under the influence

Of you

The word you is nobody

You is just a metaphor for party

Under the influence yeah yeah

I'm under the influence

Of you