Early autumn came to take over the dull plains of this October's cold and twisted Dutch landscape

Paving way for this winter's depression that'll bring more pain to those who are heartbroken and afraid

The darkened gray skies have always plagued me each December as they bring no snow and only damn rain

I don't aim to make it sound like an obsession but I know that this depression could kill me one day

But mental health is not an issue

It used to be different just get through

And don't you dare complain about it all day

Early spring came to take over the dull plains of this April's cold and misty Dutch landscape

Paving way for this summer's regression that'll bring more pain to those who are heartbroken and afraid

The clouded gray skies have always plagued me each July as they continuously block the sun rays

I don't aim to make it sound like indiscretion but I know that this depression could kill me one day

But mental health is not an issue

It used to be different just get through

And don't you dare complain about it all day

Seems mental health might be an issue

It used to be different I can't get through

Please pull me out of this rut today