Hurt My Feelings

My dad made me think that every boy that I meet

Is gonna wind up runnin' 'round, and run right out on me

And every problem's answer is a pill and whiskey neat

I hate that he did that to me

And that boy I ended up with

'Cause they all told me to

Couldn't hold down a job

And he turned me right into

The man of the house

Drained every last ounce of my dignity

I really hate that he did that to me

Wish I could rip this weight right off my chest

Drown this weakness, catch my breath

Put a fist through that wall that I've been building up inside

Stop fighting with these demons that were never even mine

Trash this sadness, smash this shame

Go to war with my damage till the white flag waves

Have a clean slate and see the day I can finally start healin'

I wish I could hurt my feelings

That girl that I thought I could trust with my life

Showed me what it means to really put a knife in someone's back

Under them sheets, June, 2018

I never thought that she'd do that to me

Wish I could rip this weight right off my chest

Drown this weakness, catch my breath

Put a fist through that wall that I've been building up inside

Stop fighting with these demons that were never even mine

Trash this sadness, smash this shame

Go to war with my damage till the white flag waves

Have a clean slate and see the day I can finally start healin'

I wish I could hurt my feelings

I wish I could hurt my feelings

I wish I could hurt my feelings

I wish I could hurt my feelings

Feelings, feelings

You can slap on a Band-Aid

And wait on time

To heal all the pain

But damn, I

Wish I could rip this weight right off my chest

Drown this weakness, catch my breath

Put a fist through that wall that I've been building up inside

Stop fighting with these demons that were never even mine

Trash this sadness, smash this shame

Go to war with my damage till the white flag waves

Have a clean slate and see the day I can finally start healin'

I wish I could hurt my feelings

I wish I could hurt my feelings

I wish I could hurt my feelings

I wish I could hurt my feelings

Feelings, feelings