I got these feelings that keep me locked up in a cell

I don't know what you expected, you couldn't just tell?

And I make all of these songs that I hope one day you gonna hear

I have no option cuz lately I'm walking through hell

Rebuilding my name so one day it could ring like a bell

I killed my old self, **** genuinely wasn't even there

Man, I gravitated towards you cuz I thought that you cared

That burning desire, whole time it was really a flare

Relying on things that won't help me but I don't care

Gang checking up, anything that they ask me: "yeah"

I know that people got problems, that's why I deal with them

I be popping with all of these bottles, flipping the lid on them

That green and my drank my solution and that is the realist shit

Money won't solve all your problems, don't know the feeling kid

I touched the sky like I didn't even know what the ceiling is

But till you go up they don't give a fuck bout what you dealing with

Now that I baptized the competition, I don't really miss it, I be really swishing

Ain't like I didn't have a pot to piss in, I'm just glad that I had me a different vision

Shit might just happen but who am I to fucking ask it, I already made my decision

Hid in my jacket, whatever happened pretty tragic but man I done been on a mission

I feel that regret, man I stayed in my head

My thoughts is on the low, I'm having some trouble just tryna cope with all of the things that I did and the way that I choked

Nothing to overthink, now I don't know

Guess I'll just get to my money and go

Guess I'll just get to this paper and grow

Got me no option, a no is a no

Another life, I would've wifed you I couldn't even lie to you, girl you was different

The way you looked me up and down, then we locked and I noticed your eyes was magnificent

I chill and smoke, I guess I'm getting rid of all these demons that I had done got from you

So lately I treat myself better when I'm at the store I had planned to be bought for you

Promise that I would've fought for you

But I'll still hit you like a boxer do

Your own ways, girl I taught to you

So look at me when I talk to you

I know exactly what it is, I'm alot to you

I know exactly what it is, I'm alot to you