Voices say don't play

To just quit the game

Maybe I'm blind I'm on edge all the time feeling high didn't take anything if I did I can't scratch that itch

I've been up manic for days

Wanna damage my brain

If I take enough will I forget our love or just never wake up and die young with the stupid shit said and done

I just wanna change

The days are a zoom his room is a tomb

Abusing his brain owns nothing to lose

So many do in this game we call life

Gripping his knife when everything loose

He carves out his eyes his body ain't used

Deep in his mind he floats in his tunes

Speaking in lies to change how he moves

His mask is too light to cover his moods

If he was stronger than all of his sickness to reach out to you

Would you come over to dig up his feet or just leave him confused

His soul was asleep and mute

Body was hacked and used

Begged to come back to you

Never meant to hurt you