Forever resentful in the feelings towards myself

Overthinking knowing that neglects my mental health

Something always comes up

To think I would ever change

Such a waste of space

I shed the strength to endure another day

Completely drained what was left of my energy to feel the same

Maybe that's where I'm meant to be

Adversity drove me to defeat

My journey to a better headspace ends abruptly

In all my past attempts

I did not progress

And I still found myself falling endlessly into a pattern of routine

On top of that, I've run out of motivation to treat the wounds inflicted

This whole thing is daunting and I've exhausted every single one of my resources

Skewed reality

There remains a place deep inside of me that misperceives the world around me

Existential dread

Forever confined by my state of mind

You can't condemn what stems in your head

Under the control of the fear that I have amounted to nothing

Dragging everyone else down to this living hell when there's no one here to blame

No one but myself

Dragging everyone else down to this living hell when there's no one here to blame

No one but myself

Completely drained what was left of my energy to feel the same

Maybe that's where I'm meant to be

Skewed reality

There remains a place deep inside of me that misperceives the world around me

Existential dread

Forever confined by my state of mind

You can't condemn what stems in your head

Creeping thoughts depriving me of sleep

Leave me sheltered by the dark to weep

Forever