Life is a bitch and I am in these bitch (TED WALKER)

I got to go get it , if I don’t do it nobody gonna do it for me

Put my mind on my money? I got it up

You ask why you don't see my money? I got it stucked

I don't need any new friends, well I’ve had enough

The last one we let in the circle, was wired up

It's hard to reach me like my celly broke

These **** don't love you when you broke

Gotta watch em even when say they love you the most

He gon kill you, come to your wake and be hugging your folks

CHORUS

I own myself an apology

For letting you treat me like an average

I thought you were my blood but you hurt me

Denying me my sweat and my hard work

I own myself an apology

For letting you treat me like an average

I thought you were my blood but you hurt me

Denying me my sweat and my hard work

SECOND VERSE

We had to record a lot of tracks but we did drugs lost track but now we getting the bag

Old paper don’t mean nothing Can’t live in the past When you get it make sure you don’t spend it too fast

Ah see a **** go from rags to riches, back to riches to rags( Real Life) now that’s bad , no that’s sad

Don't burn down bridges you can’t build back

10 toe down never laid back

CHORUS

I own myself an apology

For letting you treat me like an average

I thought you were my blood but you hurt me

Denying me my sweat and my hard work

I own myself an apology

For letting you treat me like an average

I thought you were my blood but you hurt me

Denying me my sweat and my hard work

Yeah you know

Best part of falling off is knowing who not to deal with when you back on

Well am back on in rare form and my stacks long

Same block I used to trap on, I felt trapped on

Have been let down by the ones who said they love me too many times

No weapon form against me shall prosper

Scared to love cos have been heartbroken too many times

Lord knows that I'm lonely, I never say a word

I'm tryna fake it, I'm tryna act like I'm happy

I'm goin' through changes, you better know where you aimin'

I was down to ride, I was down to slide

TED WALKER, I’m out