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Save me, save me

From myself, I need you

Save me, save me

From myself, I need you

Oh, I just wanna drink until I'm drunk as fuck

Oh, ooh

Oh, I just wanna smoke until I cannot feel a thing

Oh, ooh

You fuckin' right, I don't like the way I feel (Yeah, yeah)

And ever since I could remember, my mama in love with pills

So of course we move around, it's more important than bills

Like why you think I always struggle with relationships?

And why you think I'm always fuckin' with a crazy bitch?

I bottle up all my emotions, then I let 'em fly

Then they get mixed up with regret and them bitter lies, I

Don't want you to think that the blame is on you

'Cause I, I, I know that you tried

Oh, I just wanna drink until I'm drunk as fuck

I don't wanna feel this way, I don't wanna feel this pain no more

Oh, ooh

Oh, I just wanna smoke until I cannot feel a thing

I don't wanna feel this way, I don't wanna feel this pain no more

Oh, ooh

Like why you brought it up? Actin' like I'm not enough

Bringin' up my past and the way I'd act 'fore I was popular

Tryna find relief from these benzos, I'm feelin' bottled up

This brown bottle is mahogany, just like my coffin was

One foot in the grave, ignorin' God and callin' doctors up

Veins full of poison, all this blood that I keep coughin' up

I'm suffocatin', tryna loosen the noose, but the walls are closin'

My heart's frozen, I tolerate it, I'm Minnesotan

Hands bloody, you see me walkin', guess I done it, baby

Double-cuppin', syrup-sippin', I'm tryna numb it lately

Paranoid, I keep a Glock 19 by the stomach, baby

Oxycontin pushin' this four runner to a hundred, baby

Oh, I just wanna drink until I'm drunk as fuck

I don't wanna feel this way, I don't wanna feel this pain no more

Oh, ooh

Oh, I just wanna smoke until I cannot feel a thing

I don't wanna feel this way, I don't wanna feel this pain no more

Oh, ooh

Oh, I just wanna drink until I'm drunk as fuck

Oh, ooh

Oh, I just wanna smoke until I cannot feel a thing

Oh, ooh