Self Destruct
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Indie Rock
Self Destruct was released on September 12, 2025 by Porcelain Doll as a part of the album Beauty and Control, Pt.1 - EP
Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Porcelain Doll
Lead Vocals
Freja Watts
Lead Vocals
John Mear
Electric Guitar
Marlie Fancourt
Bass Guitar
Sean Fitzpatrick
Drums
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Porcelain Doll
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Stephen Kerrison
Mastering Engineer
Matthew Parisi
Mixing Engineer
Lyrics
I think I need therapy
I've been getting sick of me
Wore my heart on my sleeve
Take a piece before you leave
Nothing left in my chest
I guess it's how I function best
Still don't know who to be
Still don't know how to leave
I'm set to self destruct
I'm set to fuck everything up
Start the countdown now
I'll settle on the ground like dust
I'm set to self destruct
Don't know how to love but I know how to lust
Start the countdown now
I'll settle on the ground
I think I need a belief
But all the gods abandoned me
I think I need some time to grieve
All the ghosts that follow me
I've had to bury far too many
I hold their memories it's getting heavy
I think by now I should know
How to let them go but I don't
I'm set to self destruct
I'm set to fuck everything up
Start the countdown now
I'll settle on the ground like dust
I'm set to self destruct
Don't know how to love but I know how to lust
Start the countdown now
I'll settle on the ground
You used up all my trust
I think you've had enough
You used up all my love
You know that I gave you too much
I'm set to self destruct
I'm set to fuck everything up
Start the countdown now
I'll settle on the ground like dust
I'm set to self destruct
Don't know how to love but I know how to lust
Start the countdown now
I'll settle on the ground
I'm set to self destruct
I'm set to fuck everything up
Start the countdown now
I'll settle on the ground like dust
I'm set to self destruct
Don't know how to love but I know how to lust
Start the countdown now
I'll settle on the ground
Written by: Porcelain Doll

