I'm Scared (To Fall In Love Again)

What do I do with all of this pain I've been carrying around?

I' ve tried it all, breathing in, breathing out

And I've lost my voice cause I cannot bear to speak the truth

When did it get so hard to undo it all and start again?

This wounds become a dear old friend, I'm scared to fall in love again

I could be queen, I could be God, I could be enough

I could be anything I wanted so why do I wanna be fucked up

I could put it down, I could let it go

I could walk right through

When did it get so hard to undo it all and start again This

Wounds become a dear old friend I'm scared to fall in love again

I've closed up shop, I've locked the door

I don't let the light in no more

I'm scared to fall in love again

Does this mean I have to say goodbye?

I'll go kicking and screaming out of this hell of a night

I don't wanna go

I wanna stay down below

It's kinda funny, I know

That hell could feel like home