Got to make a change, got to change my ways Making money at this job I hate for no reason

Other than to fill my bank, just ready to go Back to the studio, to record all these

Songs no one will ever know, no one will listen to Yeah, I'm feeling blue, tired of failing, always wailing

Keep on fucking up, but I'm trying Done with all the lying, all the hurt and pain

I'm really going insane, got to make a change Cause I'm completely drained, my anxiety

Is fighting back with me So depressed, I'm always lonely

No one to hold me, so I keep drinking It's mind numbing, no it's not funny

Got to find my inner peace, someone just let me breathe Please let me stop thinking so much

So much, got to make a change, change my ways

Change the things that are affecting me Negatively, even my family

Life throws bullshit at me constantly So I can't stop complaining

About everything, overthinking Slows down my writing

So I keep reaching for anything To pull me up above the surface and stop drowning

Just want a sweet release from this tragedy Of a lifestyle that's slowly killing me

Yeah, it's wrecking me, my mind keeps racing Now I'm pacing, then I'm chasing

Always running from something that's really nothing

Now I'm cussing, cause I'm done being this person no one ever sees

I don't know what's left of me or what's wrong with me

But I don't care what they think Cause I just want to be me

Know I need to change my ways At the end of the day

I put my energy into what makes me sane Tired of being tired of the same old thing

Take the pain away, let me fade away Make a change, change my ways

Change my ways