Ion even know how to vent

Fuck it, ima just put it on a beat

This life chose me ian even choose it

Been missin' the men ever since I lost them seem like a **** keep losing

All of my friends dead im feelin' like Uzi

Problems keep coming shits hittin' me back to back like a two piece

So that's probably the reason why a **** gotta pray to allah and forgive all my sins

I do it for Joe and I do it for Twin I think about them

**** I swear to god boy ima lose it

Ima just sit back and rap bout the pain

Ain't gon lie yall can have all the freecar music

Momma been stressin' cuz of the wat I been poppin' the perks and the drugs im abusing

Momma been stressin' because of the way i been taking the drugs she feel she gon lose me

I might just lose it

**** ill shoot myself for i let one these fuck **** shoot me

**** ian trustin' no bitch ian lovin' no bitch

Cuz I already know that they choosing

You put yo trust in a bitch?

**** what the fuck is you dumb what the fuck is you stupid?

It aint no love in the Bury I swear to God **** I feel like them **** killed cupid

Them **** killed cupid, **** killed all the desire

Them **** done killed all the love

Ion get love from nobody

Only love that I get from my angels who sittin' above

Everytime I think bout Luh Joe it fucked with my head

Swear to God it be fuckin' me up

Ion got no one to vent to so I sit back and ima just vent to my cup

I vent to my cup I vent to the drugs

Ion need yo love lil bitch ima thug

But shit sometimes a thug need a hug

A thug need a hug cuz he aint gettin' love

They ask me am I ok ian gon give em a answer ill give em a shrug

I been hurtin' foe some days, but shit it is what it is and it was what it was

That's the only thing I can say because at the end of the day I know nobody care

24/7 im missin' Luh Joe everyday I just wish dat a **** was there

**** done took two my dawgs it aint no **** on earth feel the way that I feel

I been up poppin' dese drugs but the way that my pain run deep even that shit dont heal me

**** I been in my feelings been fightin' anxiety and depression for ah couple years

Everytime I look back on life I think to myself this shit hard and it bring me to tears

Still tryna find my purpose wake up in the mornin' it be some times ion want live

Woulda been killed myself but I gotta family to feed thats the reason im here

Wasnt for them shit I'd prolly be up wit the men somewhere in the air

The way that im livin' shit I would be suprised if god would accepted me in there

Ian tryna doubt myself but ian really big in to lyin' im keepin it real

Pray to allah every day but if I catch bra who killed Joe then im goin to hell