You can cry to me all you want cause I think I’m over crying to you

Why aren’t you, wondering why I been snapping, don’t you know how I do

Look I don’t gotta go down the hatchet, I don’t wanna be reminded bout past shit

You know I been batshit crazy bout you for the longest & maybe I been way too strong for the both of us

Maybe I just need myself, baby I just need some help

I got a whole wide world ahead of me to figure out

& I still don’t know what I’m about

I hate being honest sometimes

I don’t wanna talk to nobody about why I’m always inside

Always in hiding

Always in love with the thought of what could be & never what is

I’m not stable enough to steer two separate ships

There was so much pressure that you took off of me but I think it kept me driven a bit

I know it ain’t right, it is what it is

I know it’s my fault, I know what I did

But I hope that I could be forgiven

Know we were different, know I just dipped

I got dismissive

I became what I said I wouldn’t be & I wouldn’t be that for you

Lots of apologies lacked for you

I swear I’m sorry & maybe one day I could possibly be more than that for you

Baby that’s my bad