Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
DOLL
Performer
Olivia Engler
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Olivia Engler
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Ben Desoto Mayor, Zach Bahn
Producer
Alexander Wright
Mastering Engineer
Lyrics
I could hold it in
I could let it consume me
I could let you win
Pretend that you know everything there is to really know about me,
I could say nothing
Be the bigger person
Or some other fake bullshit,
But I'm caving in
And I can feel a meltdown coming
I won't stop the tears from falling
All these voices get so loud
Sick of everybody tryna figure me out
Never, never needed a good reason to break down
And cry about it,
Imma cry about it now,
If I knew then what you're really about
Wouldn't think twice before opening my mouth
You never, never needed a good reason to let me down,
And I've fucking had it
Imma cry about it now
Cry (cry)
Imma cry about it
Imma cry about it now
Cry (cry)
Imma cry about it
Imma cry about it now
Take it out on me
Whatever helps you get through it
And all our friends agree
That you need therapy (it's you it isn't me)
But your ego tends to victimize,
Reality can hurt sometimes!
Always wanted more of me than
I could ever give, I'm sorry
Didn't mean to bring down the party
Crying in the bathroom
Trying not to hate you
All these voices get so loud
Sick of everybody tryna figure me out
Never, never needed a good reason to break down
And cry about it,
Imma cry about it now,
If I knew then what you're really about
Wouldn't think twice before opening my mouth
You never, never needed a good reason to let me down,
And I've fucking had it
Imma cry about it now
Cry (cry)
Imma cry about it
Imma cry about it now
Cry (cry)
Imma cry about it
Imma cry about it now
Baby blues,
I know you,
What can I do?
Hiding from the truth,
Staring in the mirror til the tears all dry,
Everyone but me is on my side,
And I just think it's funny
How I end up taking all the punches,
Maybe if I have another drink
I'll finally feel something
Other than
Heaviness
In my chest
I'm a mess,
Sorry to disappoint you
All these voices get so loud (so loud)
Sick of everybody tryna figure me out
You never, never needed a good reason to let me down,
And I've fucking had it
Imma cry about it now
Cry (cry)
Imma cry about it
Imma cry about it now
Cry (cry)
Imma cry about it
Imma cry about it now
Written by: Olivia Engler
