Sometimes you just gotta let things go I suppose

Sh*t, you know I think about things a lot

But what’s the point of overthinking, right?

It’s not like it’s gonna change the situation or something

Just let it go

Thought I just lost myself

Wouldn’t be hard to tell

Wish I could right my wrongs

Can’t hide my pain that well

Wish that I could see along the line

My secrets caused a lot of lying

They tried to see how I had lost my mind

Can’t blame you for wanting to see my demise

Especially when you looked into my eyes and

I blatantly lied to gain my desires

As much as I wanted to go back in time,

Take off the mask that revealed my disguise

Ended up doing the same shit rewind

To repeat all the things that had made me expire

The worth that I carry that I call my pride

Isn’t worth anything when I keep on deciding

If I try to move forward will I be more aware

And will I think twice about who I offend

Let’s be honest you can’t keep everybody a friend

The world that we live in is only made for them

Chorus:

If you don’t know what to say

I wish for you to heal your heart before it drowns in pain

If you don’t know what to do

I got some gold inside my heart

I hope you see it too

Counting my blessings I’m shouting my efforts

Remember they told me I wasn’t attractive

I wouldn’t amount to nothing you’re right

Cause it turned out to be nothing you could imagine

I Talked to my demons I found them distracted

I’m missing those moments that made it apparent

I wasn’t gifted yet I build up my talent

And started channeling my anger through rapping

Knowing I’m going up out of my ways

to show you I’m still going out to escape,

Fighting my demons I’m frightened by healing

But nothing works when you’re hiding your pain

I’m screaming I needed some help with retreating

My memory shattered my self perception

You left me at self destruct and now it seems Like I’m almost at a reinvention

I’m growing I noticed I’m seeing

I changed

Reflections around me distort my presence

Knowing I lost a few people around me they look at me now like I forgot I am a treasure

I never knew which direction I was headed I wrote these pages and created my heavens

I managed to stay on the edge of my message

I should’ve been dead by all of my actions

Where I’m going I don’t know

When I’m by myself and feel alone

Some days are dark, my eyes are closed

When all that I showed was nothing but gold instead your remember the pain I exposed

Chorus:

If you don’t know what to say

I wish for you to heal your heart before it drowns in pain

If you don’t know what to do

I got some gold inside my heart

I hope you see it too

Where we’re going we don’t know

I was gone after shows trying to find a way to get you back in your hopes

Where we’re going we don’t know

I was gone after lows trying to find a way to get some hope in my soul

If I try to move forward will I be more aware

And will I think twice about who I offend

Let’s be honest you can’t keep everybody a friend

The world that we live in is only made for them