Bet The House

There's been so many nights I sat and cried by myself

Disguise my pain with a smile, not the type to cry for help

Had the wrong deck of cards, played every hand I was dealt

They say life is just a gamble, I'd bet the house on myself

There's been so many nights I sat and cried by myself

Disguise my pain with a smile, not the type to cry for help

Had the wrong deck of cards, played every hand I was dealt

They say life is just a gamble, I'd bet the house on myself

There's so many dark thoughts that keep cloudin' up my mind

It hurts to talk about them, but I promise I'll be fine

Laugh and smile to keep from cryin' from all the pain I hold inside

My biggest fear is my son, not knowin' I'm alive

And yeah, I swear every day is like a war within myself

Pick your battles, choose them wisely, you could detonate yourself

Keep fightin' off these demons, been stuck in the livin' hell

So many turned their back on me, it seems to never fail

Focused on mental health, I've been a little out my zone

I don't need your sympathy, I'm probably better off alone

It's nothin' new to me, make that come back on my own

Yeah, I'll fight until the finish, victory is all I know

Dedication in my heart ambition runnin' through my veins

Now a pen, pad, and dark thoughts is all that remains

I just let them flow freely, keep myself from goin' insane

I'm the same guy I've always been, why would I ever change

There's been so many nights I sat and cried by myself

Disguise my pain with a smile, not the type to cry for help

Had the wrong deck of cards, played every hand I was dealt

They say life is just a gamble, I'd bet the house on myself

There's been so many nights I sat and cried by myself

Disguise my pain with a smile, not the type to cry for help

Had the wrong deck of cards, played every hand I was dealt

They say life is just a gamble, I'd bet the house on myself

How will you play the cards you're dealt? Will you hold 'em, will you fold 'em

When the odds were stacked against me, I just took the dice and rolled 'em

You can bet the house on me, and I'll show you that I'm worth it

Used to laugh and joke about me, funny how those tables turning

Always poised under pressure, you know pressure makes diamonds

And even when it's dark, I'm still the brightest one shining

Yeah, It's all in God's timing, the way the stars aligning

Been the GOAT of the East, and even so said Simon

Grew up around some legends, greatness in my DNA

A wise man once told me, the rabbit never wins the race

And you'll always be a winner, if you go your own pace

Remember practice makes perfect, and never lose your faith

One of one you can't replace, far from your ordinary

Cut from a different cloth, I'm the type you find rarely

Always smiled through the pain, no matter the severity

Turn my losses into wins, it didn't all come fairly

There's been so many nights I sat and cried by myself

Disguise my pain with a smile, not the type to cry for help

Had the wrong deck of cards, played every hand I was dealt

They say life is just a gamble, I'd bet the house on myself

There's been so many nights I sat and cried by myself

Disguise my pain with a smile, not the type to cry for help

Had the wrong deck of cards, played every hand I was dealt

They say life is just a gamble, I'd bet the house on myself

I bet the house on myself

I bet the house on myself

Played every hand I was dealt

I bet the house on myself

I bet the house on myself

I bet the house on myself

Played every hand I was dealt

I bet the house on myself