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[Verse 1]

A billowing aroma inducing a sedative coma, fueling an enervation, a romantic flirtation as the sounds of excitation lifted me higher and higher, brighter and lighter, I flew away-

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[Verse 2]

Up towards the cosmos, a universal sign of frustration as I felt my body tighten, too young to frighten all the rest, held it away, I'll hide it away, this, this seething decay that's not mine-

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[Pre-Chorus]

Burning, burning, churning doubts,

worrying, worrying feeling a shout, a scream-

A whimpering preen as I try, I try, to feel whole-

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[Chorus]

Trauma buried beneath a euphoria, a chore to climb the heights of my mind as the sprawling unknown lays before me, I feel my body seize to stop me, stay away, hide it now but I try, I try to find this, this euphoria at the end of the road-

[Post-Chorus]

When oh when does it come again? That euphoria, that euphoria I'm chasing, I'm wasting my time it seems, is it here? Is it gone?

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[Bridge]

I don't know, I can't know, I don't know, I feel so weak, seeking the unspeakable, the unsearchable, trying, trying, lying, lying to myself, the euphoria is gone, or is it?

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[Verse 3]

Repeated traumatization, fueling my frustration telling me I'm close yet oh so far, a carrot out of reach a mountaintop I'll always seek, yet now I turn away, I turn away from the hunt more often

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[Verse 4]

Breaking old patterns, staking old battles, fighting for fury I've buried away, finding myself beneath the dismay that was never mine, I earned these stripes unfairly, still I rise, I rise again!

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[Pre-Chorus]

Stumbling, stumbling, fumbling stout stances,

As I dance, I prance and try to feel normal but deep down, my doubts bubble and froth-

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[Chorus]

Trauma buried beneath a euphoria, a chore to climb the heights of my mind as the sprawling unknown lays before me, I feel my body seize to stop me, stay away, hide it now but I try, I try to find this, this euphoria at the end of the road-

[Post-Chorus]

When oh when does it come again? That euphoria, that euphoria I'm chasing, I'm wasting my time it seems, is it here? Is it gone?

[Instrumental]

[Bridge]

I don't know, I can't know, I don't know, I feel so weak, seeking the unspeakable, the unsearchable, trying, trying, lying, lying to myself, the euphoria is gone, or is it?

[Instrumental]

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]

Trauma buried beneath a euphoria, a chore to climb the heights of my mind as the sprawling unknown lays before me, I feel my body seize to stop me, stay away, hide it now but I try, I try to find this, this euphoria at the end of the road-

[Post-Chorus]

When oh when does it come again? That euphoria, that euphoria I'm chasing, I'm wasting my time it seems, is it here? Is it gone?

[Instrumental]

[Bridge]

I don't know, I can't know, I don't know, I feel so weak, seeking the unspeakable, the unsearchable, trying, trying, lying, lying to myself, the euphoria is gone, or is it?

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[Outro]

I don't know, I can't know, I don't know, I feel so weak, seeking the unspeakable, the unsearchable, trying, trying, lying, lying to myself, the euphoria is gone, or is it?

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