Now I apologize, I won't be here this night. I hope that that's alright

Now I apologize, I won't be here this night. I hope that that's alright

I'm prepared to die and start another life. I hope that that's alright. I really miss you dear

I miss you by my side. I miss your little ears and curly hair at night

You said that it's so, you said that it's alright. You said you'll be just fine

But now you're living free, up inside my mind

They said that I'll be fine, but I apologize

Cause all this pain at night just makes me scream foe

Can we just pretend that this will never end

I'm standing lost again, too much to comprehend

I can't let you in, because it's starting again

She said that it's okay, she'll make my demons her friends

Now I apologize, I won't be here this night. I hope that that's alright

You said that it's alright, you said you'll be just fine

But now you're living free, up inside my mind

They said that I'll be fine, but I apologize

For all the pain at night, it makes me scream foe life