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ngl
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Pop/Rock
ngl was released on May 16, 2025 by RAPHA as a part of the album Circus
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AlbumCircus
Release DateMay 16, 2025
LabelRAPHA
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM59

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Raphaera Kuabe Atekaze
Raphaera Kuabe Atekaze
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Raphaera Kuabe Atekaze
Raphaera Kuabe Atekaze
Lyrics
Luis Oscar Santos Figueroa
Luis Oscar Santos Figueroa
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
OSKI
OSKI
Producer

Lyrics

Lost my pretty smile don't know where it went
Got plenty of friends, but I don't wanna see them
I feel like I'm drowning and I'm stuck in the deep
Lost inside the dark
I'm scared to my bones
Think I wanna die and I'm feeling alone
My mind is a mess and I just wanna sleep
Not gonna lie I don't even try
Searching for help, fixing myself
I'm addicted to the pain
And I know it sounds insane
Not gonna lie I don't even try
Feeling like I'm somebody else
I'm addicted to the pain
And there's no one else to blame
Being the funny friend is exhausting as hell
Don't wanna pretend like I'm doing well
My room is a junkyard and I can't leave the house
I can't take care of me 'cause I don't have the energy
I feel worse than worthless, can't talk to my family
Would it make a difference if I wasn't around?
Not gonna lie I don't even try
Searching for help, fixing myself
I'm addicted to the pain
And I know it sounds insane
Not gonna lie I don't even try
Feeling like I'm somebody else
I'm addicted to the pain
And there's no one else to blame
Aaaah
Aaaah
I'm addicted to the pain
Written by: Luis Oscar Santos Figueroa, Raphaera Kuabe Atekaze
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