Music Video
Music Video
Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Chesle Parson
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Chesle Parson
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Dominic Martinez
Producer
Sammy Haig
Producer
Lyrics
Sammy and Dom got me off the deep end, man, I can't stop even if I wanted to, bro
Swear to God
Yeah
Yeah
Look
I gotta tell you a story about things in my life that I feel like I'm dreading to say
I don't be trustin' nobody except for the fam and they so much miles away
Even my daddy was fuckin' on bitches and then he told mama like straight to her face
I get it, everyone makes a mistake. I ain't my daddy but I ain't no saint
My biggest enemy is pride
I feel like everybody's lying
I just wanna go shine
I'm in this bitch for as long as it take
Win or I lose, I'm done living in vain
I got some fear in my heart, I admit it
I'm scared to be last and I'm scared to be winning
My girl said she hates me, I don't pay attention
I'm focused, I'm going viral every minute
I signed to a major, I'm back independent
It fucked with my head but ain't fuck with the vision
I told myself I gotta see this thing through
If it kills me, it kills me
Tell mama I'm kidding
But I'm not
It's the only damn thing that I got
Thank God
If I ain't had this, I'd be lost
My heart
Said to steady my mind and my heart
I cannot let this fall apart
I cannot let this fall apart
I gotta tell you a story about things in my life that I feel like I'm dreading to say
I don't be trustin' nobody except for the fam and they so much miles away
Even my daddy was fuckin' on bitches and then he told mama like straight to her face
I get it, everyone makes a mistake. I ain't my daddy but I ain't no saint
My biggest enemy is pride
I feel like everybody's lying
I just wanna go shine
I'm in this bitch for as long as it take
Win or I lose, I'm done living in vain
I'm on go
I pray to God he heal my soul
I got problems I been dealing with since 13 years old
There's a hole in my chest
Yeah, there's a hole
I been tryna close it up with weed, shrooms, and alcohol
Yeah
Yeah, I'm scarred
And the only thing up is my guard
Pays off
Yeah, I'm hoping one day this pays off
My heart
Steady, steady, my mind and my heart
I cannot let this fall apart
I cannot let this fall apart
I gotta tell you a story about things in my life that I feel like I'm dreading to say
I don't be trustin' nobody except for the fam and they so much miles away
Even my daddy was fuckin' on bitches and then he told mama like straight to her face
I get it, everyone makes a mistake
I ain't my daddy but I ain't no saint
My biggest enemy is pride
I feel like everybody's lying
I just wanna go shine
I'm in this bitch for as long as it take
When I lose, I'm done living in vain
Written by: Chesle Parson


