And a Big Load

Is it time to take a bow? Waking up in the worst of company

Is there anyone around? No, all alone, it's just these thoughts and me

Am I ever gonna make things right?

Am I gonna grow up now and say I'm sorry?

I take another shot in stride

When you see me throw up, now you won't be sorry

Choking on apologies, I can't get out a word, I'm useless

Nothing good can come of me, I'm sure of this, another burden

Take another minute

Take another minute

Maybe take my life

Maybe take my life

Nothing good can come of me until I'm gone, I'm just a burden

Still, a part of me wants to get better, I know this, I saw him there

In the mirror a decade ago, bleeding, hungry, and unprepared

And I know what comes next

I'm laying down to rest

By myself in my bed, but I won't wake up

So I've been trying to quit

Never gonna get it, never gonna get it

Oh, it's just committing, oh, it's just committing

Oh, it's just committing

Choking on apologies, I can't get out a word, I'm useless

Nothing good can come of me, I'm sure of this, another burden

Take another minute

Take another minute

Maybe take my life

Maybe take my life

Nothing good can come of me until I'm gone, I'm just a burden

Is it time to take a bow?

Waking up in the worst of company

Is there anyone around?

All alone, it's just these thoughts and me

Never gonna get it, never gonna get it

Oh, it's just committing, oh, it's just committing

Oh, it's just committing

Choking on apologies, I can't get out a word, I'm useless

Nothing good can come of me, I'm sure of this, another burden

Take another minute

Take another minute

Maybe take my life

Maybe take my life

Nothing good can come of me until I'm gone, I'm just a burden