What's Next

I ain't one to lack the vision; survival mechanism

As a child I would listen

To my idols, how they spittin

Then I dialed in a mission

Learned my style and my rhythm

For a while I was hidden' yea

Now I'm on your insta feed

Workin' hard to get the dream

Wantin' this shit instantly

Walkin' out of therapy

Runnin' from the fear in me

Red eye to the Caribbean

Survival mechanism

Been comparin' you to me

If I go and get the bread

Then they inferior to me

Ain't nobody in the game

Can be superior to me

All that pain in my body

I done buried underneath

Is that really fair to me uh

Lookin' for the next hit

Tell me how to get big, big like Texas

Pumpin' out the set list

Check on the checklist

Check, check, check this exit

To the next hit

Always on the edge as if the devil in the air

The body hold the trauma that the memory can't bear

That's unsettling to hear

If I go and heal it

Would it mess with my career?

If I didn't feel it

Would I ever be up here?

My head space different

And the premises is rare

Lookin to the future

Like the benefits are near

But when I get to there

I'm happy for a minute

Then it tend to disappear

Lookin' for the next hit

Tell me how to get big, big like Texas

Pumpin' out the set list

Check on the checklist

Check, check, check this exit

To the next hit

Lookin' for the next hit

Tell me how to get big, big like Texas

Pumpin' out the set list

Check on the checklist

Check, check, check this exit

To the next hit

What's next when it seems

That you've gotten higher

Than your inner childhood's dreams?

Been eyein' on the green

But it's pious when it means

That consistent validation

From the audience is need-ed

Reasons, gotta find the reasons

Why I even started cause the farther that I reach is

Meaningless, simply egregious

Hustle ain't free if it's costin' you happiness

We fiend for a life that we seen on the TV screen

Or our IG feeding

Insecurities from comparing you to me

When no one can be postin' failures they eatin

When you lose belief in yourself and your dream

Cause you cannot seem to keep up

While you fightin' all them demons

Know that you are free to be who you be

And the authenticity will always shine a light on the next

Cause you deserve to love yourself

Through all the uncertainties

And you deserve to show yourself

The best version you can be

And you deserve to love the journey

Even when its out of reach

You deserve it

So don't forget when you begin to worry bout

Lookin' for the next hit

Tell me how to get big, big like Texas

Pumpin' out the set list

Check on the checklist

Check, check, check this exit

To the next hit

Lookin' for the next hit

Tell me how to get big, big like Texas

Pumpin' out the set list

Check on the checklist

Check, check, check this exit

To the next hit