Ayy, I lost my brother, then she gave me chills

I wish God took me with him Police still ain't found who hit him

This shit turn me to a killer Boy, come see me in my dreams

I won't be scared, I miss you, **** My heart fell into a pit

So I get high to heal my feelings Can't compare me to these ****

They not real, they be pretendin' I stay down with all my ****

Back when I was broke and tryin' to get scrilla

Go and lick for liquor, I'm runnin' up this pace

So they ain't got a word, cause they comin' with me

I just wish you never left But one day you'll chop it up with me

I had half of all, you took the rest The day I got that call

I'm a man, my head can't fall I was raised to deal with shit and stand tall

I seen some shit I didn't think I'd see with my eyes

And it turned my stomach to a ball Forever put on for the **** I lost

Just give me some time, cause I'm finna take off

Nobody come for the **** What gave me a shoulder to crown

But all of my dawgs The other day, I was lost in my thoughts

I saw your number and gave it a call I'd rather have you here

Type of shit in my ear Throwin' hands cause you pissin' me off

Rather than visiting you on the vault I'm tough as hell, but you make me soft

I don't wanna sit up and kick it with nobody Don't need nobody new throwin' me off

All that back door shit, gettin' prayers Feel like Petra Beverly playin' the cross

I talk to God and that's half of me Come pray a kid, but he sprayin' these killers

I'm lost Misunderstood the message I was taught

The thought of you been gone pissin' me off On my best days, I still cry

Cause to what cost are we still livin? We walk amongst people

That shoot children But God keep takin' all the victims

I ain't supposed to ask no questions But that shit stuck in my system

I'm a gangster, I ain't no killer But if I catch him, I'ma zip him

I lost my brother That shit gave me chills

I wish God took me with him Police still ain't found who hit him

This shit turned me to a killer Boy, come see me in my dreams

I won't be scared, I miss you, **** My heart fell into a pit

So I get high to heal my feelings Can't compare me to these ****

They not real, they be pretendin' I stay down with all my ****

Back when I was broke and tryin' to get some scrilla

Goin' lit for liquor, I'm runnin' up these pipes

So they ain't gotta worry cause they comin' with me

I just wish you never left But one day you would chop it off with me

Ayy, yo, God This shit'll never be easy, ****

I miss you every fuckin' day, **** But I know you up there makin' way for us, ****

Save me a spot And I'll be there soon

I love you