From Afar

I truly pray you heal from what your heart feels.

I miss you.

But I’m hopeful.

That time will close the distance

And better current position.

Swear it’s crazy how we miss the moments

Searching for the moments

When we in the moments

Caught up in the moment.

I really wish you well.

I miss your touch.

I miss the way you smell.

I’m starting to understand that Jolene song by Adam 12.

This a feeling I ain’t felt before.

I’m struggling to shake it.

I’m trying to be okay.

But swear I’m struggling to make it.

Swallowed pride.

Would’ve thought somebody died

The way I cried

And just cried and just cried

And just cried.

Decided I would hide

Cause I know every man feel it

When losing something serious

Entertaining something silly

Or lacking the position

He needs to complete the mission.

Broken hearts don’t heal with therapy or physicians.

If you ever took a loss

And struggled to recover

Don’t let it turn you sour.

Let it make a better lover

Cause love is all we have.

All that other shit is cap

And anything that ain’t love is just another trap.

As the world turns

We live and we learn.

Passion costs pain

But that pain gives you growth.

Can’t have one without both.

We were close.

2 peas in a pod.

Can’t reason with god

So when the mercy of his will leaves us ill

Gotta remember how it feels.

Huh.

I was just dishing it out.

So what I’m bitchin about

Out of spite I ran and fucked the bitch you hate the most.

Ain’t make me feel better.

Still got a hole in my heart.

How I’ma patch that?

The energy we had

Nothing could match that.

We’ll be searching for a lifetime.

I’m searching for a lifeline

To help a **** cope with all this unfamiliar trauma.

I thought you’d be the last to meet my mama

On my mama.