save my life

I don't really wanna be alive right now

But that's okay

I'll be around

Sorry I don't wanna wait

I don't wanna have to change my mind

Time will go on and on

I have a lot of feelings inside about this place

I don't know why

Some bad things are on my fuckin mind

My noose is tied, is it my time?

You left me with emotions

Said some shit I cannot fathom

Got me talking to the bullets

And the 45 the magnum

Baby I don't wanna do this

But I got no other option

Yeah, you know, I'm such a nuisance

So it shouldn't even matter

I should shoot myself like Cobain did and see the blood splatter

I don't wanna feel like this, feel like I don't even matter

I've got one more fucking option and I don't think you will like it

There's a knife on my side, here's your chance to decide

Look at the droplets, that's a bloody fuckin blueprint

Of a life that keeps on falling down and back into the gutter

Oh god not another fucking problem

Nah, I cannot do this

That's enough fuckin issues

Goodbye, Ill be here in heaven