Yeah

Lemme take y'all back real quick

To where it all started

Back when everything was good

Yeah

I'm not depressed, just a little down but I'm fine

I wanna make some music but it's hard to find the time

I'm not depressed, I just like to be in my bubble I keep it simple, play it cool, I don't want any trouble

I'm not depressed, got a bunch of homies by my side life of the party we celebrating every night

I'm not depressed, matter fact, I think I fell in love

I think it's reciprocate, I might have some good luck

I'm not depressed, took only a week and it was done but like I'm DJ Khaled, Imma find another one

I'm not depressed, I know that my family's always there for me we got each other's back and our connection is heavy

I'm not depressed, even if my mom had depression, I'm certain I will never have the same situation

I'm not depressed, I know I don't have the perfect life gotta pay the price to make a living of this mic

I'm not depressed

At least, that's what I thought

Then in 2021, the questions started filling my head

Am I depressed? I ain't got too many friends left maybe they all gone because my life is all a mess

Am I depressed? Now I feel this pain inside my chest I'm starting feeling envy also dealing with the stress

Am I depressed? All I see is comments with no sense I dream about these commas but I struggle to make cents

Am I depressed? Still I'm working through these 9 to 5's but when I come back home, I start feeling way more tired

Am I depressed? I ignore the things I enjoy just lacking interest like a little ignorant boy

Am I depressed? Making music is my only therapy and I don't wanna take meds for a remedy

Am I depressed? I'm starting feeling lonely and it's scaring me I try to go on dates but ain't no girl's liking me

Am I depressed? Maybe I should go and ask for help

I just wanna be happy like everybody else but I'm depressed

Here I am now at my lowest making the hardest songs I've ever done

Yeah, I'm depressed, everyday I get up and I fight

I might need a sword when I sleep, I'm facing dark nights

I'm depressed, lately when I go to take a ride, I wanna drive off lane guess I think of suicide

I'm depressed, I don't think I can take it anymore

I be drinking all my sorrows I broke down when I pour

I'm depressed, I'm so sick of living with the lies saying I be doing just fine while I'm depressed