Prayed For This

Moving up close

I’ve come so far

Still got the pieces from coming apart

I called my bluff

With my back against the wall

A lot has changed I’m not the same

I used to be

Old problems i remember well

Pro tools 7 on my dell

Daddy issues had me extra loose

Spreading the sheets out no excel

Psychic reading at a cheap motel

Said the people around me envious as hell

Pulled the fool upright cut some ties

Said from there on I’d be on the rise

I remember when i prayed for this

I remember when i prayed for this

I remember when i prayed for this

I remember i remember i re yeah

I remember when i prayed for this

When it seemed impossible to fix

I remember when i prayed for this

I remember i remember i re

Miles from where i started

In someone else’s apartment

Sleeping on an old couch

Living out my suitcase

Hoping one day I’d figure it out

Old problems i remember well

Dreams called my Nokia cell

Daddy issues had me extra loose

Giving rides out carousel

Gatekeepers slamming doors on my face

So out of breath from that paper chase

But the whole picture would crystallize

When the Sage burned and I’d close my eyes

I remember when i prayed for this

I remember when i prayed for this

I remember when i prayed for this

I remember i remember i re yeah

I remember when i prayed for this

When it seemed impossible to fix

I remember when i prayed for this

I remember i remember i re

Inside these four walls of my mind

There’s no rules and crossed lines

The louder the silence the sweeter the high gets

Playing roulette and I’m all in

Got a soft spot for hard wins

Asked God why I’m like this

Self sabatoge was one of my vices

I remember when i prayed for this

I remember when i prayed for this

I remember when i prayed for this

I remember i remember i re yeah

I remember when i prayed for this

When it seemed impossible to fix

I remember when i prayed for this

I remember i remember i re