And if I could hate myself as much as you did, then I would

But I promise I hate myself way more than you ever could

I marked on myself so much so I could always remember I do

I'm fighting myself so much cause I can't handle the thought of me choosing or losing

All

I'm not trying to make you upset

I'm not trying to spoil the progress, regardless I-

And if I could hate myself much more, I'd probably die of it

And if you ever loved me more than now, I'd rather cry for that shit

Never cry for that bitch

Why would I change when you love me not him

Yet I still feel like shit

I cut my wrist, confide in that bitch

Using my streams for band-aids just like a narcissist

Letting my ego inflate until you popped that bitch

Not much more of my soul can intake until I feel like shit

And if I could hate myself as much as you did, then I would

But I promise I hate myself way more than you ever could

I marked on myself so much so I could always remember I do

I'm fighting myself so much cause I can't handle the thought of me choosing or losing

All

I'm not trying to make you upset

I'm not trying to spoil the progress, regardless I-