I sniff windex it brings me back to the counters and cleaners and rat traps and rats

I steal sometimes i've lied to my mom nobody told me that loving was wrong

Okay they tried some i never learned i listen better when it's not something i've heard

Everybody tells me to be myself myself is selfish and stupid and sad

Everybody tells me to be myself myself is mistaken and messy and mad

She says she loves me i sleep alone I moved in my stuff but i wasn't at home

Ok she tried some i never heard i stare back at strangers and i talk back to birds

Ok she tried hard i'm a sensitive girl i remember her fingers like i rode a tilt a whirl

Everybody tells me to love myself like if I loved me better i'd love you better as well

Everybody tells me to love myself like if I Loved me better you'd love you better as well

She said it herself she's better than me I lose my temper I watch too much tv

I'll spare her the trouble that's what she liked to call me i suck at guitar the deficit keeps me free

I sniff windex i keep straws in my socks I guess it's not worth much but i broke her writer's block

Everybody tells me to be myself myself is ugly and uptight and bad

Everybody tells me to be myself myself is toxic and tragic and bad im ba ah ah ah ah ah ad i want her back i want her back i want her back back back back