I'm in a different mind state, real one can't die fake

Grabbed a plate, broke up the shape before we ate, bro shake and bake

My homie baggage changed, watched him go from a bag straight to a case

Had a whipped hand for a minute, on punishment cause he got spanked

In many different ways, geeked off way too many plays

My dawg sitting he ain't listen, he walked when I told him stay

Ain't predators but we protectors, when they prey, we gotta pray

I almost lost myself again cause what I negatively think

Thinking positive ain't cheap, absorbing everybody energy in while I'm tryna grieve

Not accepting, no expressing but I'm acting like I'm neat

Acting like I'm pass the past knowing that I miss Aunt Neet

In the midst of shootouts the reason I'm trippin' in my sleep

Oh, that's Poe banging on the door, she back from school bro, it ain't deep

Rather think bro went the college than to live like he's deceased

Made a goal before I go and leave this earth, I need some peace

Lost my dawgy dawg, looked in the sky just so I wouldn't cry

Hard to break it down to lil bro, I know I shouldn't lie

Threw away them questions in my head, like why or should I try

Real solid charisma, busy numbing what I feel inside

Go to God for my advice, life always been about perspectives

Heartbeat of a humble soul, I started being self-reflective

I acknowledged my position, to find out my first objective

Thought I was misunderstood at a young age, I was perceptive

Anxiety from trauma way back, feel like it's never getting old

And I been pleading for a warm hug lately, feel like my heart be getting cold

Street beef don't expire I been standing on my toes

I've been in my own lane but I can't fold

Man I ain't never choose the streets I've been exposed

Couldn't pour from an empty cup I had to look out for me first

Take a shower with the Gospels on the bathroom feel like church

Fame won't get to my head, I'm kicking it with people down to earth

Dai Dai telling me climb out that ditch or else it'll get worse

I thought big with small pockets, still a lot I need to gain

Been stressed for a long time still got faith that it'll change

Having convos with the mic the only thing that keeps me sane

I went through some things in life that I can't simply explain

Telling everyone I'm straight, even when I ain't okay

Turn me up I'm tryna vent I'm airing out my thoughts today

I be tired of being tired, it ain't time to hit the hay

My low spirit's getting higher, I just take it day to day

Before I think about retirement I'll strive and make a way

I ain't no where to start, all I knew was I had to do it

Ain't have it all mapped out, all I knew was I kept it moving

Asking my people can they bear with me because I'm only human

Anxiety from trauma way back, feel like it's never getting old

And I been pleading for a warm hug lately, feel like my heart be getting cold

Street beef don't expire I been standing on my toes

I been asking God to help me get my life in order lately I've been doing what I'm told