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Heavy Load
Rock
Heavy Load was released on May 29, 2025 by Towsley Productions as a part of the album Things I Can't Change
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Release DateMay 29, 2025
LabelTowsley Productions
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
John Muka
John Muka
Acoustic Guitar, Vocals
Troy Towsley
Troy Towsley
Bass, Background Vocals
Shane Barber
Shane Barber
Piano, Drums
Neal Champagne
Neal Champagne
Trumpet
Jim Starr
Jim Starr
Trombone
Robert "TR" Zielinski
Robert "TR" Zielinski
Violin
Todd Shapiro
Todd Shapiro
Guitar
Dusty Barber
Dusty Barber
Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
John Muka
John Muka
Songwriter
Troy Towsley
Troy Towsley
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Troy Towsley
Troy Towsley
Mixing Engineer, Producer
Shane Barber
Shane Barber
Mixing Engineer, Producer

Lyrics

See how we talk about nothing
Wasting our time, basically unlearning
I was okay with all the evil you did
You couldn't hurt me if I didn't want you to
See how we want everything
Not thinking about what we could be missing
I was alone most those nights
You were so out there with strangers alike
Now you're afraid for your life
I don't feel like dying but I heard that you might
Sleeping with a heavy load
Middle of the night, the eyes won't close
Checking every single nook and door
Scared all night like a little boy
Don't understand a single damn thing
Always worried about other people things
Continue your life oh so far away
You threw it all away
But left me here to stay
Now these unwanted memories
They won't go away
Sometimes you are talked about
Many more times you're not
A few words here and there and then
You always get dropped
I see how you're bound with your life
And I wonder about what it could be like
You may have been wrong but help me to see
Where were you coming from
How could this be
Are you gonna vocalize what I still say?
Are you gonna realize when you tell me?
The city you live in is a sin town
And I won't go there, never again
I won't go there, never again I won't go there, never again
There's some shit and I can't stand it
Get me pissed and I can't manage
This ain't funny, this ain't me bragging
I'm trying to get money to get me a G-Wagon
And you roll up here with your kids in your backseat
All up here wanting crack from me
You new up here and you wasn't watching
And you up here with your husband's watch
While you figured that I got keys on me
And the minute they give you crack you put the deeds on me
And if I scrapped ya, I'm the crook that raped ya
Duct taped ya and took your paper
Even the elders saying he was a don with some jewelry
Leaving his gold behind like he pawned in his jewelry
Unless you go more bricks in your family van
I can give you a fix like a handyman
I won't go there, never again
Sleeping with the heavy load
Middle of the night, the eyes won't close
Checking every single nook and door
Scared all night like a little boy
Don't understand a single damn thing
Always worried about other people's things
Continue your life oh so far away
Sleeping with the heavy load
Middle of the night, the eyes won't close
Checking every single nook and door
Scared all night like a little boy
Don't understand a single damn thing
Always worried about other people's things
Continue your life oh so far away
Written by: John Muka, Troy Towsley
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