I won't call you

If I don't have to

You're just used to

It baby

Backlash, tired

You make me tired

You say I understand that the cups are filled different lately but you're such a liar baby

I used to fear a lonely night

So I dreamed of Avenue

When I decided

That my insides

Couldn't bear to nurture you

Took a lens up to my life

Ran my fingers on

The jagged edges

Imperfections

Once neglected

My defections

Cuz I can't be her

And I won't be yours inkind

I'll take my hours

Desperation to flowers

To sit by my bed side and reshape me

I want to know does it haunt you

hit you in waves when you're alone on the train

And in the rearview your don't seem to look the same

I used to fear a lonely night

So I dreamed of Avenue

When I decided

That my insides

Couldn't bear to nurture you

Took a lens up to my life

Ran my fingers on

The jagged edges

Imperfections

Once neglected

My defections

Cuz I can't be her

And I won't be yours inkind

You don't look the same, no you don't you don't look the same no