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This Chaotic World
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This Chaotic World was released on May 12, 2025 by Self-Released as a part of the album Redwood - EP
May 12, 2025
LabelSelf-Released
LanguageEnglish
BPM
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

Oh I hate those things that you say to me
When I fall asleep
Oh I hate my dreams and how you speak
And how it makes me feel
I guess I'm not the man that you wish you'd have
And now you're mad
Because I'm not the average boy you need
Oh I hate my mind when I'm by myself
Something's wrong with me
I feel the need to cry because I feel unloved
Unloved by me
And sometimes I'm scared no one will hear if I call for help
Because I'm useless unimportant someone you don't need
(Because I'm useless unimportant someone you don't need)
And what you see in my eyes
Is the fear of being alone
Getting scared of grown up life
As I'm making my facade
So I don't feel so out of place
Soon I'll be hiding in my bed
Trying to hide from all the rush
Because I don't understand
This chaotic world
Oh I hate those things that I say to me
When I fall asleep
(When I fall asleep)
Oh I hate my dreams and how I speak
And how it makes me feel
I guess I'm not the man that I wish I'd be
And now I'm mad
Because I'm not the perfect human that everyone will like
And what you see in my eyes
Is the fear of being alone
Getting scared of grown up life
As I'm making my facade
So I don't feel so out of place
Soon I'll be hiding in my bed
Crying like a little child
Because I don't understand
This chaotic world
I'm not a model boy and I'm half as smart as I should be
At least I try to be nice and make someone smile
I still hate my mind when I'm by myself
And the crying part
But I'm more than proud that I can say
At least I'm alive
I'm building a barricade
So no one can see
The moments I'm too afraid
To be me
Oooh
And what you see in my eyes
Is the fear of being alone
Getting scared of grown up life
As I'm making my facade
So I don't feel so out of place
Soon I'll be hiding in my bed
Crying like a little child
Because I don't understand
This chaotic world
Written by: Arty Smola
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