Every single moment has been building up to this one. But every time I get near, I close my eyes and fall away. And I can't commit to these words, no I can't commit to anything. No matter how hard I try, I close my eyes and fall away

And I hope you know, it's nothing personal. I just have one too many questions unanswered. Every time you call, my heart falls out of my chest and falls to the floor

Every other moment, I've been wondering how you're doing. And thinking up the ways to help from here.

And I hope you know, it's nothing personal. I just have one too many questions unanswered. Every time you call, my heart falls out of my chest and falls to the floor

Every time you call, my heart falls out of my chest, and it leaves a hole and I struggle to catch breath, it's not your fault, I said I'd always be there, but I don't know what's real, can't shake this constant nightmare