I don't think it could get worse than this

Tell me it's in my head, it's in another realm

(CanX)

Speak easy, I do not belong in here

I really, really wonder if demons are near

It's easy, not addressing your tears

Because everything you do, I conditioned to fear

How's it fair to me when you're in another realm? (Another realm)

How's it fair to me when you're just not around? (Not around)

How can I fix myself when you are at the helm? (At the helm)

Never accountability, you never helped (Never helped)

Never helped me once, never helped me again

Guessin' that you only see me as a fan

You tell me you in a different spot, okay, yeah, I know

But does that excuse the actions, okay, hell no

One blunt and you down memory lane

You and him in your dreams, can you explain?

Compromisin' for a while, but it's in vain

You turned around, turned your back on me, a damn shame

You fucked around, then you pointed at me to blame

(Yeah I took the blame!)

Speak easy, I do not belong in here

I really, really wonder if demons are near

It's easy, not addressing your tears

Because everything you do, I conditioned to fear

How's it fair to me when you're in another realm? (Another realm)

How's it fair to me when you're just not around? (Not around)

How can I fix myself when you are at the helm? (At the helm)

Never accountability, you never helped (Never helped)

What am I supposed to do? (To do)

Oh, what am I supposed to do? (To do)

You fucked up me and you (And you)

I guess you'll find out too (Find out too)

I look at my phone and I'm hoping (Hopin)

A message by me not open (Not open)

I'm looking around and I'm scopin' (Scopin)

Now my heart drops now I'm chokin

I'm anxious off the grid, knowin' what you did

Can't live under lid, but forgiveness God forbid

Now you exit my life and you go fast, like you never had meaning in the first place

Not no zombies of us when I say last, I could never run home on the first base

Speak easy, I do not belong in here

I really, really wonder if demons are near

It's easy, not addressing your tears

Because everything you do, I conditioned to fear

How's it fair to me when you're in another realm? (Another realm)

How's it fair to me when you're just not around? (Not around)

How can I fix myself when you are at the helm? (At the helm)

Never accountability, you never helped (Never helped)

(You never helped me!)